This is a repost of my Thanksgiving post from last year.
It is the exact same way that I feel this Thanksgiving ~ only deeper.
So I thought it would be fitting to post it once again.......
After the year we have had I've found myself this November filled with gratitude on a new level.
And it doesn't have anything to do with turkey and cornbread dressing.
It doesn't have anything to do with Black Friday .
And really nothing at all to do with rushing the next Holiday and attempting to get the tree up and decorated.
For me this year, Thanksgiving is a place.
It's a spiritual posture that I can walk in every, single day.
I don't need a big meal this year, where folks eat too much and then pass out for the rest of the day to prove how thankful I am.
I want to be as thankful on a regular Monday as I am on actual Thanksgiving.
I love the Holidays.
I mean, I absolutely adore them. But this year it's so different for me.
I've arrived at my destination and it's called Thanksgiving.
Where gratitude and attitude are the state and capital.
It is a place. And I'm resting in it this year.
Knowing that the Father doesn't need me to host, cook or create a huge meal.
Knowing that He is interested in the condition of my heart and what's going on inside it more than how pretty the table is set or how good the pumpkin pie is going to be.
It isn't just a day for me this year.
It is a place and I never want to leave.
No matter what happens in life. This is where I am taking up my permanent residence.
I want to rest in this place whether God provides simple daily "manna" or whether it's a year flowing with milk and honey. I have to. I've had to walk through many valleys so that I can teach my children what Thanksgiving really means out of a true and deep heart knowledge.
Not just head knowledge.
And I've always been thankful. But this year, it's on an entirely different level.
It's a place inside that even though everything is not perfect....
And even though things can be really difficult and really hard at times...
And even though God has allowed certain circumstances and situations that are pressing and crushing...
I will praise Him and thank Him and trust Him in the midst of it all.
Because my heart has a new address this year......
2011 Thanksgiving Circle.